Just A Thought

It so funny!!

Just a week ago I in fairy tale land

Dream world

On cloud 11

"Fallin' in love"

MY! How quickly things change

And I seriously just don't know how to feel

I'm so angry

Hurt

Emotional

The last thing I want to do is start acting all

Eratic

Irrational

At the end of the day, I'm just

Not built for this!

I just want to love someone

And I want that someone to love me in return

I am not one for games

Not one to be toyed with

I hate having to close up

And let down

To guard up again

I wear my heart on my sleeve

I am extremely sensitive

And I hate having to be the

"Strong One"

"You love me 'cause I'm fragile

And I thought that I was strong

But you touched me for a little while

And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free

Leave me be

I don't want to fall another moment into your

Gravity

Here I am

And I stand

So tall

Just the way I'm suppose to be

But you're onto me

And all over me"

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

Tails of a Broken Heart

Gawsh, people. .
Please stop askin' me about my Valentine's Day
Please stop wonderin' why I feel the way I do
Please stop telling me what's wrong for me
What I deserve
How much better I can do
I KNOW!

I don't know why I'm so attatched
Don't know why I continue to try
I have not cried for him in two years
I cannot believe myself

But right now I am heart broken
So please let me heal
Right now I am trying to find the words
The thoughts
To express everything I feel
Please just let me heal

It's Snowing - I'm Falling

Here I am at work

And the snow is falling

Falling like myself

And then it hits the

Ground that I don't touch

I only see 'cause I flow

Flowing through the

Wind

Like he breezes through my

Mind - It's all the time

I'm falling